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josh3231

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As some of you know im someone that breaks alot of rule and have been banned for a long time now i cant play the server anymore i dont wanna talk too much but ill cut it down

I started playing on the server on feb i think i might have join earlier but i forgot about the server and on feb 2024 is when i started to play
im always 24/7 on every free time i have to play on that server why? cause i have no life my life is as bad as it was you can see how no life i have by watching me in the server i like trolling having fun making friends which is something i never get to do in real life even if i get unbanned i cannot play on it no more all this time ive never use the paid version of minecraft i use easymc which recently shut down my family has been struggling and and im always stressed out until i found this server which i can have fun and forget about the stress i have im spending all my moment while i can why i say that? because as bad as it was i wont even live up to 18 at this current condition every now and then electricity goes out water goes out we havent paid the bill in soo long while i still can have fun i am using it but i got banned for trolling on 9/5/2024 ive been asking for appeal but never got accepted im very sorry for being soo rude and all before i was just having something that i wont be able to do irl my parent is old on the verge of death and im still in my teenage years my mom is sick for months now i may not have a life in real life but at least i get to have a life in this server which is based on real life idk how to explain much im not that good at english and mostly i yap but im still 13 i may be young but im trying to spend my time as mature as bad as my life is i stop believe in god if god do exist hes the devil and i just wanna kill myself but i just cant i always play and yap to let out and forget about the real situation im in but i got banned on alot of server for having fun hope i can play on this server again i hope u understand what im trying to say honestly...
 

Imperalist

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Omg i am really Sorry Josh hopefully your Family gets the Treatments they need
 

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Hey Josh! Sorry to hear you're not doing well. I hope you find someone to talk about stuff openly with, but if you're ever in a super unsafe place again (mentally), please use a crisis line. I don't know what's going on, but I do know that when I've been in a tough spot, just knowing I could get help whenever I need it has helped me calm down. https://findahelpline.com/
And if you ever need to chat about life, or God, or whatever, my DMs are open.
 

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I actually feel after this we need to give people a better chance. even if they were banned for something ultimately we don't know what someone is going through irl and giving them a moment of happiness is very nice to feel...
i feel sorry you couldn't get unbanned and now you can't play , I never met you before I think but reading this was very emotional to me and I hope you get better irl
be strong and don't let anyone break you <3
 
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